Blogging about Blogging and all that fun stuff. Well, it’s one of those things where you just stop and tell yourself I’m going to do it. It’s kind of like how everybody at the start of the year. You tell yourself you’re going on that diet. Time to lose those that fat they’ve been meaning to lose for the last forever.
But we all know that we just don’t do it. We as humans always make up some reasons why we can’t.
We just end up making excuses after excuses. I’m going, to be honest, this is not really an excuse but more so drive. I’ve posted on Twitter, told friends, that I’m gonna start blogging again. Then I simply don’t do it.
Finding a schedule
Think my biggest problem in life has been I’ve had zero schedules when it comes to things outside of work. Having a schedule. I decide on what I’m going to do for the rest of the day, and I do it. This is something that doesn’t happen when I get home. And I don’t know if it’s because at work I feel like I can actually get in trouble. You can lose your job, you can get in trouble, something.
There’s always that fear that you could lose your job. As it stands right now I’m actually looking at picking up a second job.
I think most of that just comes from the fact that I just don’t have the will to manage my free time the best I used to be able. But then, I feel like I’ve just built up this anxiety on doing things. For example, I get anxiety and streaming now because I want to entertain people but at the same time, you people really care?
At the end of the day, you just have to be happy with what you’re doing. So I decide the best way to motivate myself what’s the right about well blogging, and as such there are some things I’ve wanted to talk about but simply haven’t.
Maybe just I feel like no one reads what I have to say.
Write for yourself, not for others
It might seem weird to say this but I feel like now I should write for myself rather than trying to write for an audience that may not even exist. When that audience shows up, it’ll be for what I’m writing and not what they want me to write.
Of course, you’re going to have people who are going to want you to write about certain subjects because they’re curious and interested to know what your opinion is.
For example, I’ve been watching Supernatural. Some people who know me personally will know that I’m a big Supernatural, ghost, spooky stuff kind of guy. But those of you who have read Majin Planet over the last decade, (really weird to say that). Know I don’t talk about it much.
So that’s something I want to talk about. I figured out a long time ago but I cannot keep an active blog especially when about Dragon Ball going. I’ve tried it I’m two divers as a person. I’m not doing this to make money or to become super famous. Yes, I’ve made money in the past, yes for a short time I would say I was semi-famous back in the anime Community when it was more a community.
A list of topics
Over the last couple months, I wanted to talk about Avengers Infinity War. But I really put off talking about it not because I didn’t want to spoil anybody, heck I saw the movie 8 times and theaters. You heard me right I saw the film eight times that’s not even counting how many times I watched it since it’s come out on DVD. But I feel like I can’t really talk about that movie until I talk about Thor Ragnarok.
Don’t even get me started on Black Panther. No, I’m not saying it was a bad movie, in fact, it was probably one of the better movies. But I still want to talk about it.
There are so many things I haven’t talked about. For example, we just have the 25-year anniversary for Power Rangers. Power Rangers super Ninja steel last week air date prime time. To be honest, I loved it, more Green and White Ranger, please. I loved the pull from the Shattered Grid arc they are doing from the comic. Still, should have been a two-part episode.
Not just for Kids
Now some of you that may not be a big deal. And you might say man Power Rangers is for kids yes it’s for kids. I was in the 5th grade when the first Power Rangers season came on television. So I pretty much grew up with it.
I remember being a kid and super excited when Power Rangers season 2 premiere at prime time. That was one of Lord Zedd showed up and he destroyed all the dinosaurs Zords and it was just crazy.
But I liked it. Despite the issues, I had with the episode all I can say is yes Hasbro please give me the master Morpher. we demand it.
YouTube and Toys
That’s another thing those of you who filed the YouTube channel will know that I have done reviews and unboxing of Power Ranger toys, of super ninja Steel toys as well as Super Sentai toys. Which I prefer I have preferred over the Americanized version for the last 10 years.
Because they’re made out of completely stupid plastic and I was super upset when they stop making reprints of the Super Sentai version and gave up this Zord Builder crap.
But here’s the thing Hasbro now has the rights to making Power Ranger toys. I’m super excited because well I love Hasbro I wouldn’t say I’m a fanboy, not everything they make I love. Granted I’m just a Transformers fan and has Hasbro just happens to be the company that owns Transformers and makes their toys.
Movies and more movies
Then you have movies coming out.
You have the Venom movie which is being produced by Sony in association with Marvel. There are so many different things about this movie that I love to talk about but I just have it beside my reaction video that was to the teaser trailer that was done months ago.
You have Ant-Man and the wasp that was a good one not so much to talk about but it’s still a subject.
At last, you have something that I am so passionate about but for some reason I just have so many problems talking about. That’s Dragon Ball. There is that Dragon Ball Super Broly Movie, yeah…
I would think the problem I have talking about Dragon Ball isn’t so much so that I don’t know a lot about it which anybody who knows me knows that’s a lie. I think it’s just because there are so many well-established people in the community now. But I feel like anything that I would like to talk about or have to say about it has already been said.
For example, I tried going into doing YouTube videos and while I think they were sort of popular but I don’t really look at the number of views a video gets but more so hun people actually engage with that video and I actually don’t even care about the likes or dislikes
Let’s be honest I’m pretty sure my YouTube channel was targeted by bots.
Let’s just be Honest
It’s crazy to think about how long this ended up turning out to be and I kind of threw out a lot of subjects but I didn’t go into a lot of detail. But these are just some of the things that I’ve been wanting to talk about and I just haven’t done it. But that changes today. I decided that I need to do things. That’s why I decided to write this blog today.
It’s not even a matter of that I’m lazy or don’t want to write or don’t want to communicate. The truth is I’ve been so afraid and feeling so much anxiety because I think nobody’s going to want to read. I have to remember if somebody comes across the site here and feels like what I’m writing isn’t worth anything. They can just go somewhere else.
Finding my Passion Again
I don’t want to cater to anybody and I don’t want to focus on one thing just because it’s the popular thing to do. Just like I’ve been trying to make YouTube videos again but I have no passion for it anymore. Because my passion was not in the right place.
To communicate my thoughts because one day I won’t be here anymore. For me Blogging about Blogging has become something I’m more common at doing. But having the passion to do it is another.
Just stop and think of people who ran this website in the past. You don’t hear from them anymore and the only thing that’s left or their thoughts and opinions they had from years ago.
If anything just likes how James Gunn lost his job with Disney for a comment he made over 10 years ago everything and anything you say online even if you think it’s private it’s forever.
There’s another subject James Gunn. So I guess what I’m saying if there was anything that I actually mentioned today that you’re interested. Hit me up on Twitter.
I’m putting more focus on Twitter and Instagram then I am on Facebook. Not because I don’t like Facebook, Facebook is fine I just think for myself personally I’ve had too much negativity on Facebook.
Oh yeah and the last thing there’s the whole gaming aspect of my life. World of Warcraft, Hearthstone, heck I’ve even dug a little bit into PUBG that’s another MMOs and first-person shooter games. I just want to be diverse because I can’t focus too much on one thing maybe they’re just something wrong with me.
What can I guy do? I’m just blogging about blogging because I wanna love blogging again. #MakeBloggingGreatAgain